Ahhh everything going wrong I feel out wi my dad on wednesday and felt shit about but he pushed me to the point were I stormed out the house and drove to Robbie's. I had my mum worried so I had to tell her that I would be home soon.
I got a hold of Robbie and we sat in the car and talked whilst blubbering like an idiot, then I felt like shit when he told me that my friend that was in the coma had died.
I cried for her that night she was to nice to be taken away like that but hopefully she is in no more pain and she will be dearly missed by many.
I got of from the hairdressers for a couple of days and went to Robbie's gig on Thursday and there was a girl there that made me feel so sshit about myself all thin and toned and having to show it of to everyone. But I was more proud of my boy him up there dancing like a fool but everyone loved them so that the big plus there.
But I have now quit my job at the hairdressers and hope that my future goes forward rather than hitting rock bottom and I hope there will be one person in my life that will be by my side all the way through it.