well it all started on the 28th of november when i was getting ready to have my sleepover my mum had bought a lot of junk food and juice to mix with vodka, then when i was getting ready my mum shouted on me and said she had some bad news and told me that my next door neighbour had died. i looked at her in total shock then the tears started to roll down my face, most people dont care about there nighbours but she was like a gran to me because i knew her all my life and suddenly she was taken away from me. i havent gotten used to the fact that she is gone yet, but is slowly sinking in. but today has started of bad because it was my neighbours (Margret) funeral and i wasnt allowed to go which upset me a bit. but i noticed it doesn't matter were i am as long as i think about her and have a minute silence i am still paying my respects to her so i felt a little better about things. then all my mates were talking about paramore in maths and then i got happy again and joined in because i am going to see them the day so i am really happy now that i can get a brighter day and i know that Margret would rather see me smile rather than cry because tbh she was the best neighbour that you could ask for and i am glad that i got to know her over the past sixteen years >.<. R.I.P Margret will love you forever

PARAMORE wooooottt

hey
everything is going great atm and it has been like this for a month now and i am really happy and my parents can see the difference in me. yesterday was mine and Robbie's one month anniversery and its like wOOt!! thrusday and friday was crap tho because i had a fever and i couldnt really do anything and all i thought about was seeing Robbie on the sat and sun and be like Yay glomp and never letting go. well yea on friday my SE teacher shouted at to the back table "miss Moore could you be quiet" aka me and then my table started laughing and then everyone turned to look at our table and said "where's Dawn" i was in the house ill:L:L now this shows i always get the blame for everything in that class. but yea things have been good for me i have also dyed my hair red but it has faded into pink *sad face*. oh and i got shouted at by the head iof english the day Miss Hisplop, she said to me "Dawn you have not done your homework" i was like "i have been of" then she was like "you are 6th year now you should be making excellent attendance and you should have been here" i was raging i am sorry miss i become ill i felt like coughing all my germs on her and making her get this bug and then she would have known how it would of felt. but saying that the bacteria would take one look at her and have been retreat :L i cant believe she done that tho grrrr i hate teachers. well thats all the exciting news that i have for you, oh wait i am writing a story and its a bit depressing yet happy and i am well proud of how it is going well over and out love you all xxxxxxxxxxxx

yea i thought i would be cool with the whole idea of Craig lying to me about his age but i had to dump him he qwas just a kid to me and that jujst wasn't right i couldn't have him being two years and a bit younger than me so i dumped him. then this amazing guy from up town was like yea i will come to ur house party and i was just like *drool* but as the party progressed i pulled him a few times :L and now i have been getting to know and we are now together 2 weeks tomorrow actually well happy wi this one

Have you ever:

[x] smoked.
[x] consumed alcohol.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
[x] kissed someone of the same sex.
[x] had someone in your room other than family.
[ ] watched porn
[ ] bought porn.
[ ] tried drugs.

TOTAL: 6


[x] taken painkillers.
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine.
[x] lied to your parents.
[x] lied to a friend.
[ ] snuck out of the house.
[x] done something illegal.
[x] felt hurt.
[x] hurt someone.
[x] wished someone to die.
[ ] seen someone die.

TOTAL: 15


[x] missed curfew.
[ ] stayed out all night.
[ ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[ ] been to a therapist.
[ ] received a ticket.
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair.
[ ] been in an accident.
[x] been to a club.
[x] been to a bar

TOTAL: 19


[x] been to a wild party.
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade.
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
[ ] had a spring break in Florida.
[ ] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands.
[x] wore t-shirts with band names.
[x] listened to rap.
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD.

TOTAL: 25

[x] dressed gothic.
[x] dressed girly.
[ ] dressed punk.
[x] dressed grunge.
[ ] stole something.
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything.
[x] blacked out.
[ ] fainted.
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor.

TOTAL: 29

[x] had a crush on a friend.
[x] been to a concert.
[x] dry-humped someone
[x] been called a slut.
[x] called someone a slut.
[ ] installed speakers in your car.
[ ] broken a mirror.
[ ] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.

TOTAL: 34

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
[ ] seen an R-rated movie in theater.
[ ] cruised the mall.
[x] skipped school.
[ ] had surgery.
[x] had an injury.
[ ] gone to court.
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
[x] caught something on fire.
[x] lied about your age.

TOTAL: 38

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house.
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence
[ ] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[ ] got in trouble with the police.
[x] talked to a stranger.
[x] hugged a stranger.
[ ] kissed a stranger.
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger
[ ] been harassed.
[x] been verbally harassed.

TOTAL: 41


[ ] met face-to-face with someone you met online.
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
[ ] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight.
[x] been to a fair.
[x] been called a bad influence.
[ ] drank and drove.
[x] prank-called someone.
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
[ ] cheated on a test.
TOTAL: 47

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [I should be in jail]

heyhey

i am totally my attitude towards things i think of life as a giant playground and all i need to do is enjoy it and i cant be bothered with all this hating people atm i am forgiving people for things they have done for example Robert Gilroy after i found out that he was lying to me about his age and also my bf atm has lied to me about there age and i cant really be bothered with breaking up with him so i am just staying with him xD yea i also changed the way i dress and my hair is no longer black it is now platinum blonde xD yea cause i am just that kewl >< i am loving life atm and i am just going to keep it that way and no one is going to bring me down xD